Everyone, including me, wants money from you.

It’s sad, but true, that everyone wants money or something from you. That’s either directly, by selling you goods or services or having a tip jar, or indirectly, by generating goodwill that they hope you will remember in the future when you come to some purchasing decision or through some affiliate links. Some might want their ego stroked or their opinions shared. They may want to proselytise you, convert you to some ism or other.

Be aware of the motivations of others and of your own. You could betray yourself…

Growing older has had unexpexted additional side effects on how I think about life.

I’ve had to re-examine how I live my life. This means moving toward a more healthy and active way of life. Not only poping pills but eating well, losing weight, and exercising more regularly and for longer – endurance not intensity. I’ve also become more aware of my mortality. i suppose that will happen to most people at some point in their life. It’s that time for me.

What is means to me is taking pleasure in the small things of life; taste, smell, sounds, all the comfy sensual things like the smell of an apple tart baking; the company of friends where all that is needed is to be in their company; no points scoring or arguments, nice to be with them, family and pets. The usual suspects you would most likely say. Nothing unusual there. I would take that as a compliment. It’s always reassuring to be NORMAL. 

But there are some big things that I want to do that I’ve been dancing around talking rather than doing. Now is the time I must do. I wish I had appreciated this sooner before I’ve gotten this sense of panic. Time or the lack of it is my own cattle prod…

Why bother with NaNoWriMo?

It’s in its tenth year of happening and the numbers continue to grow. But what is it about NaNo that attracts so many participants or more importantly from my perspective what attracts me to it?

I sometimes think, given my history of non-completion, that it is an ego issue. I bring baggage to the event and it’s that which distracts me from the idea of merely putting down on paper words. After all is that not the definition, or at least part of the definition of the process of writing. And it’s the distraction of what technology to use and what techniques to do or what genre to embrace. In some ways the success of and the resultant flurry of activity and the overwhelm of advice, problems, lateral distractions like national and regional groups all detract from the essence of writing and that is, writing is a solitary activity, at least that’s what novel writing has been from its inception.
So my idea for this year is to approach NaNo with an ecological mindset and only carrying out a minimal interaction with the site.

Remember, the point of NaNoWriMo is to WRITE A 50,000 WORD NOVEL IN 30 DAYS. It’s not to make buddies, or raise money for charity no matter how laudable that goal might be, nor is it to be in competition with some other group or any other of the myriad possibilities that the web can offer.

You job, should you accept it is to WRITE TO THE EXCLUSION OF ALL OTHER INESSENTIAL ACTIVITIES PERIOD. Leave all the distraction and baggage in an other place.

Novel writing is not for me, at least for now.

In spite of what I said in this blog a few months ago about doing Nanowrimo 2009, I NEVER DID IT. I did not start in spite of doing this time an immense amount of prep and outlining. I’ve concluded that novel writing, even long short stories are not for me, at least not for the current time.

I’m more comfortable with poetry and script writing. It’s more fun and rewarding for me so there you go. So Nanowrimo has helped me clarify my thinking on my writing practice and that’s a good thing. Doing what you want rather than what you feel you should.

Watch what you say, you will offend someone.

I’m fed up having to watch every word I say. The PC police are the cadavers of Orwell’s 1984, infiltrating our precious language in the names of equality, nondiscrimination, and anti-racism. All of which is laudable, but ultimately they are trying to introduce newspeak and doubletalk by the backdoor and stop us from being free thinkers.

The politicians ply us with euphemisms and dissembling and they try a variation on the Nuremberg defense of, “We were only following the rules.” But those rules were immoral and unethical and should not be allowed to be a defense.

We are so prissy about other peoples’ sensibilities but who looks after our sensibilities. No more failure, only non-achievement; give them a second chance, “that is send them to a warehousing facility but call it an FE college,” said by a politician on the BBC Radio 4, October 2009.

The West have created an educated and thinking populace who have all the tools to challenge or even bypass the status quo. How long will it take the establishment to realise that the effective movers and shakers and leading thinkers are on the Internet, building their constituencies, making the changes that will come to matter over the coming years, winning the minds and hearts of people and engaging in dialogue.

Long live Cyberland. Long live Liberty.

Nanowrimo

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I’m thinking about it. It’s more to take on, on top of all the other writing that I’m doing. But as someone, probably an idiot said, “If you want something done, give it to the busy person.”

Trying to get on top of things.

I’m following the lure of online writing. It’s so attractive having work up on the Internet that could be read by other people. There’s nothing forcing them to come and read, but I’m writing. And in writing I’m doing my practice. As George Leonard writes in his excellent book Mastery, “What is mastery? At the heart of it, mastery is practice. Mastery is staying on the path.”

All writing that you do should receive attention, though often urgency is a writer’s enemy and we make do. Sometimes the white heat of urgency can deliver some of our best and most complete writing. Poems, I find, come out nearly fully, formed needing only the smallest of tweaks.

Flow. Such an well coined meaning to an old word. In that place of mind where things become timeless and the work you do pours out like a river in full bore. Some feel Zone is a better kind of the place they find themselves, when all goes well with their works.

But it’s the practice, coming back, day after day, to write, that offers the best chance of getting to the zone or entering flow.

It used to annoy me when people like Stephen King said that they never wrote for the money. “Yeah, that’s fine for you with your millions,” I would think. But of late I believe that I now agree with that statement. I don’t write for the money any more. It taints all that you do if you let it. Write because that’s what you do. Because you need to get it off you chest or you have to let others know or you have a story to tell. Do it for sanity sake. Do it to explore your thinking. Do it because it a very human thing to do.

Bibliography:
Mastery: The Keys to Success and Long-Term Fulfillment.   See Amazon in the UK, USA